Skxeleven
17-01-2017, 02:30 PM
I have had only 1 FWB before. It was this senior in secondary school, 1 year older. Only acquaintances but we have each other social media just like many others, and occasionally comment on each other posts but that's about it. Bump into her couple of times, then after that we just have casual chat and she joke about ogling at my arms (I am not super fit or anything, just very average lean) but I thought not much about it. But slowly as time goes by sometimes when I am horny I thought about her as I personally like chubby build. Invited her 1 day over to my place to do some music as we are both quite interested in it. Before that, flirted with her and said we can do some fun and exciting stuff, she say she will give me a kiss. When she was over, I got on the bed and asked her to join me and she said she didn't expect me to be serious. I just pushed her to do so then she left the room for a while, I think to sort herself out mentally. When she came back, she got on the bed and started to French me. Of course I got very horny and began to move my hands towards her boobs. Quite big, at least C. She pushed away saying that she previously say only kiss. I didn't care and continue squeezing and undress her, play with her nipples. After that started to try to take off her shorts but she refused, I forced my fingers inside her panties and started to finger her already wet pussy. Loved her body a lot because personally I have fetish for a little plump body. That was all the action I got. After that, only met her for another 2 more times where I had my way with her naked, but completely no sex. I was still virgin at that time. The most she done is give me blow job. Sadly after that, she refused to meet me anymore because she struggle with herself internally.
I now have a girlfriend I honestly love a lot and in fact we are already opening savings account and making plans to buy flat. But sometimes when I am horny, I still think of the FWB and even talk to her to ask to meet, but get rejected. But recently I force myself to cut off contact with her, but obviously still can't force these thoughts out of my head which is the reason for this post. Feel like a f***ker... :(
I now have a girlfriend I honestly love a lot and in fact we are already opening savings account and making plans to buy flat. But sometimes when I am horny, I still think of the FWB and even talk to her to ask to meet, but get rejected. But recently I force myself to cut off contact with her, but obviously still can't force these thoughts out of my head which is the reason for this post. Feel like a f***ker... :(