Ok today did something funny.
when mistress Sayako was here the previous visit, I serve her and as usual we go into the quest for fisting.
She's been trying to get her fist into my ass for around 1 year but without success until last session. Her hand just pop into my ass.
I was so stress that I don't feel sexy. It just feel too full. Probably I have not been training wide and deep enough. I am rather lousy when it comes to assplay. I can't go too deep else I will freak out.
When her hand goes pop in, I was freak out and tense up . Being a caring dom, she stays still and try to calm me down. She says it a psychological effect and wants me to clam down and let her hand stay there. I try to keep it in for are 30 secs and beg her to take it out.
So I took a deep breath and she pull out her hand. I was relieved but mistress was disapointed and told me her hand was already fully inserted till her waistline.
So come back to yesterday. Mistress email me to inform me of her visit. I told her I will train to take bigger things and deeper also.
I want to try taking her fist in my ass again. So today I grab a butt plug which is around 2.5 inch thick and shoved it into my ass. It is so big I am sweating away in the aircon room. It feels so full and my manhole is like stretch to the max. I tied it in place and went out for my haircut.
The driving there is challenging as it is only three quarter in and every time the car bump, it feels as if the dildo is tearing me up. By the time I am having my hair cut, I am already half dead as my ass feel so sore.
I have to walk slowly to the toilet, the dildo is already in me for almost 2 hour. I have been enduring the ass torture for that long before I finally can take it out. what a relieved! After taking out , the sore ass feel so sensitive as I sit down can feel my ass hole rubbing itself internally,, feels good.
All these I am doing it for my mistress Sayako. I guess I had to do it as her hand is quite big. So for now till December, I will have to stretch myself up to get ready for her.
Just sharing with bros here .hope this time round she won't be disappointed and able to start fisting me deep . :-) cheers.