Success Case Number 1

as in my tirak's case, she did not do anything.
if something was done, that was me falling in love with her, my fault...the taboo stuff with chionging GL.
anyway, not much sob story from her, just work to pay for her house in Thailand.
i usually write letters in thai to her (i can't speak thai so i use my comp to do that) to tell her my thoughts.

our relationship has gotten better after expressing our thoughts, concerns...
she also admitted to me most gals in GL have so many tiraks so as to keep them as customers cos they know most guys would hop on to another gal when they get bored. they themselves also have no confidence in their tiraks. i think alot of tiraks here are already driving themselves crazy, wondering how many other tiraks their gal have.

just celebrated her birthday yesterday with her, enjoying our time together.
i'm no knight in shiny armour, just an ordinary guy who fell in love with her (maybe the 'wrong' gal according to society's conformities).
we didn't have that much trust in each other at first but the trust grows with time if both parties are really committed to doing that.
i aint gonna be saving her, i'm selfish...i just want her to be with me....haha
the only thing i did for her are my frequent visits to the thai Buddhist temple and lotsa donations to charity to do merits for her. Praying that her life change for the better and that she be safe.

anyway, my tirak dropped a bombshell on me just now.
she's quitting cos she dun want to do this anymore and she wanna go home.
never asked me for money though.
but the OKT boss (not my OKT working fren, he go drive taxi liao) refuses cos she's been here for only 9 months, he haven't earn enough from her so my gal is going on strike...haha

well...lets just see how things goes