Bro, this is heartbreaking. Your mind has never left her. How is your relationship with wife and how is hers with her husband?
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Originally Posted by boycott
I met this girl 10 year ago in school. We were quite close. She has the nicest smile and boobs. We see each other in school each day and I get to go with her for after school tuition classes together. We were very very close. Many friends even mentioned us as a couple. I could sense the chemistry between us but I was already with my then GF, and I felt bad pursuing a relationship with her.
Didn't realise I would have such strong feelings for her until we graduated and she went overseas to study. She sent me pictures of her university and I started to realise that I am missing her. We have a short period where we were doing webcam on late nights and sharing stories. However life got busy for both of us and distance took its toll.
Attended her wedding year ago and felt a bit sour during the ceremony. But I didn't want to spoil our friendship by telling her how I feel.
Now although we are staying quite close in geographical distance, we rarely get the chance to meet now due to work and life commitments. We still meet up during chinese new year and I would drive her home. Those night drives really makes me itch and wanting to hug and kiss her.
Then a few nights ago, I have the strangest dream about her. We are both still single in my dream and I was asking her out. The dream felt so real. To make things worse, during work on the same day, the radio started playing our song when we were rolling together in school.
Now I'm missing her again. If only I could turn back time, I would have confessed my feeling for her 10 year ago.
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