[sidtip]

So why am I writing this as I sit in Bangkok airport. It's because I like remembering and writing t down is like a diary that I might read again in a year. I would happily try to live with this girl if circumstances were different. I can afford to look after her and change her life but a few things at the end mean I probably never will. After two or three days in our hotel she asked
Me if I wanted to g back to the ktv and said it would be free. Just for fun. But when I told her that it there were any expenses she would haven't pay for them she suddenly changed her mind and admitted her friend from
Two days earlier was asking her to make
Me come. The friend wanted to get money from me but when I said to
My girl that the moeny would come
From her Pocket she quickly changed he mind and was angry at her friend. But this was the dirt nail in our coffin. This showed me that she was putting her friend before me and was treating me as a
Money source. If she was a true friend she would have protected me