[Sfan]

Sorry for the long break in between, but I was caught up trying to do some work related stuff.

OK, back to the story.

So on the last meet we had, about a week ago, after we had met up and showered and everything, as we were lying next to each other, I asked S again if she was really sure if she wanted to try having sex. My intentions were to make sure she was absolutely sure, for I felt this was something you can't try, then go back and regret.

S replied that if I wasn't sure, then maybe we shouldn't. I think she somehow got the idea that the I was hesitant about it, and not because I wanted her to be really sure of her decision. She said she agreed becuase I had been the one asking her for it. Hmmmmm

It was a somewhat confusing moment, as we both tried to figure out the other's intentions and/or meanings. Finally I suggested that we not think about it and to proceed with the session, and if it happened that we both wanted to during the session, then we would go ahead. Better to play by ear then to waste precious time pondering the question !