Well , firstly , you won't miss what you don't know... So stay away from temptation hahahaha.
But seriously , like the other bro said, just take the HJ... Sometimes I too do that, because she and I will go with the flow of our passionate one hour together. It'll still be an awesome experience cos these girl know how please a man. Plus their youthful exuberance would surely make it an experience you shouldn't soon forget. But word of warning, you will get hooked. And other MLs and even FLs will seem lacking.
With that, here's one new incredible, youthful, fun, passionate, sexy, skilful babe I'm adding to my rotation....
https://sglonelyguy.org/li-rou-massage/
She's kopi o gao gao katai .. I likey very muchie

Yes her boobs may be enhanced, but omg , those light fresh pink nipples will make you overlook that very quickly haha
Thank you Bro Goldenboy for nudging me in that right direction.