[Goddessxenia]

Today is CNY and I would say I was pretty upset to have stumbled into here. I was suppose to click on the icon for Skyscanner to check on flights to China next week because I've got an invitation for sessions in China. Strangely, I clicked on the wrong icon on my chrome tool bar and ended up inside here. I then randomly go thru the posts and was pissed to find myself being the target board again.

I seriously don't understand those idiots keyboard warriors as to why they went to such extent to be judgmental towards me whom they have not meet because they couldn't afford to see me or for whatever fuck reasons they have for not seeing me ya. Perhaps their tiny pea size brain doesn't allow them to think nor understand why would I have good FRS or have subs enjoyed session with me. LMAO

They did see a substantial number of Prodommes but they have not the brain to think I have seen 10xs or more 10xs of subs multiple by the number of dommes they seen. Is like a swamp frog telling a fish from the ocean that he can swim better than the fish. Totally amused me... Hahaha

Being a Prodomme is a lonely job, there is no acceptance from family nor friends and definitely no academy certification. It is hard to maintain friendship or relationship cos this job is a taboo in reality. And to be outright honest, I do not have friends while I'm on this job cos it is hard to explain what I do and why I have to fly off suddenly for an urgent sessions. While on travelling, I don't have time to chat with friends cos I'll be busy in sessions and by the time I finish my work, I need to reply to last min enquires for session for the next day or following day or I'm rushing to my next destination and catching the 1st flight out. I would be late and mentally drained to chat with friends so it makes me hard to be friend. I am always on the 1st morning flight like 3am - 6am out to any countries for session and to avoid missing my flights, I sometimes do not sleep in order to be on time. I only catch a short nap when boarded. There is no colleagues nor peers to discuss the upcoming sessions, so most often than not, Prodomme works in their most understanding ways and the best they could to make the sessions enjoyable, learning from mistakes and striving for the best. It is a very subjective job because there is no guideline nor professional certification. Everyone has different fetishes and hard limits, is not like SK2 where 1 product fits all. And if u are in my Wechat, u will see my posts of being alone most of the time even when I get home, I will be so exhausted that I need to sleep for a few days to catch up my energy. So u the dickhead are telling me I have lots of raging posts? And why shouldn't I have some raging posts where I'm missing sleep, rushing like hell, lugging a 30kgs luggage to fly to the countries for session and had no show or last min cancellation??? How would u feel if u fly to another country for meeting just to be notify upon arrival that your prospective doesn't want to see u or worse no notification at all? I am in my own biz, no show or last min cancellation means no income! Do u expect me to smile and chat happily after all those efforts? Mind u! I am human like u and I have feelings, temper and disappointment too! Don't expect me to be a SAINT when u are the DEVIL!!!

I can't say I am nice because I can't be too nice in a high risk job with no protection bodies nor union to stand up for me. Being a sub in SG or overseas allow u to be an idiot to brag or criticize your experience in session and the dommes but being a Prodomme means I have to withstand all the negative elements and not being able to do likewise as those idiots keyboard warriors to criticize the subs. Honestly, what makes u think u are allow the FREEDOM OF SPEECH to be judgmental and Prodomme has to accept your shits and can't stand up for myself? Defending myself or protecting the ppl I love is considered OUTRAGEOUS BEHAVIOR?

And the best part is that those idiots keyboard warriors like to consider themselves righteous! Fucking hilarious!!! Especially when they are lack of words for argument with me, they called me SEX WORKER. And when they find someone who can be soft towards them, they called those MISTRESS. Even go on to help get session and post for those MISTRESS in here. To me these keyboard warriors wants to be above the Mistress where they can control and PIMPING! They cannot accept anyone {ME} who is stronger in character than them whom is not for them to insult, control and judge!

Honestly, I don't give a damn what u dickhead have to say because I have proven myself for the past 4 yrs being in session every week or biweekly in SG and S.E.A. But I just couldn't sit back and let u think u can have the privilege to judge me with that pathetic miserable little money u have. And especially when I don't earn your little money, I won't give u the benefits of trying to be superior above me! For what I understand, U have done every ways to sabotage me when u can hoping I will be disqualify from being a dominatrix in BDSM. What doesn't kill me makes me STRONGER!

I am very grateful/thankful to my all subs who posted a FRS for me in here. Perhaps they wanna help me fight those uncalled negativity. But even when they do post FRS for me, there is always some dickhead to say I AM NOT WORTH IT!

Every countries I visited, I always get the remarks from overseas subs that they envied the SG subs for being able to see me regularly because they have to wait months to see me. I have to bite my lips and refrain from criticizing my fellowmen. Is nvr nice to tell another national that my homeland subs thinks nothing of me. Call it a patriotism or whatever, I just can't condemn my fellowmen because it is in SG where I became a dominatrix and moved on to be global/international Prodomme. Somehow, I have made a name for myself overseas and super proud of being a dominatrix from SG but sadly my fellowmen called me a SEX WORKER!

I don't wish to say much nor have u think that I brag about what my overseas subs think of me, I can only proudly say I rarely fail in my sessions. Go on and support Mistresses from overseas and condemn your homegrown dommes if it makes u think u are internationally wise. U clearly don't understand the qualities, strengths and abilities of being a Singaporean which was known to the rest of the world of being efficient, hard working, knowledgeable and responsible!

My final word to u dickheads, with or without your support, I will continue to make a name of myself GODDESS XENIA overseas and Europe/USA. Watch me ya!

Lastly before I pen off, I wanna remind "THE OTHER ONE" to watch your mouth ya. Call me a SEX WORKER or an INSULT again and I will make sure I splashed your photos or personal info in public! Btw, I have enquired about u and was told how u look like. It will not be difficult to find u if I want? I suppose u didn't know that PRC mistress has a group chat and I happened to be in it for yrs. And I also have a agent slave in China who handle some of my sessions in China and he is the one who intro me to the PRC Mistress group chat. So it won't be hard to find u out from the PRC mistress whom u represent or see in SG. Most importantly, ppl can be bought by MONEY as according to u! I am not normal in being so vengeful but if u humiliate me further, I may have to defend myself in the most OUTRAGEOUS BEHAVIOR!