[sweetmilf]

Once again I thank you all for supporting and cheering me up and giving me advices to my problems.
My husband is a big chauvanist and he does not believe in counselling at all. Confide to my mother in law and hoping that she can help but all i got was nothing as she think its not a problem at all.
Everyday when i think of my position i cant help but wonder is it me? I ask my friends both male and female if i am not attractive anymore. I am 1.62m and 46kg. I do not think i am fat or chubby. I do look after my own skin well. Exercise regularly to prevent myself looking old and dowdy.
Recently I told my sister that if I do get divorce again. I wont think of getting married again. I am already 38. Its a cruel fact but who would still want a 38 year old?
I no longer think about myself. Now i only think of my little girl. Staying in this marriage for her sake. It is I who bring her to this world. And she is my responsibility. I have to give her the best and that includes a complete family.