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Originally Posted by shysaint
Really a straight forward answer , no need to explain much ...  |
seriously if there's a way and i can make up some stories, i would avoid such thing at all cost. i don't want to cost my future for such matter. it's simply not worth it. i'm still young. i can attract normal girls but i just don't know why i can't get this particular WL out of my mind for the past 3 months. from some of my observation on her and analysis on her, i think she's the kind of WL who is kind hearted but have to work as WL because of her family pressure, especially her father who is a typical sick man of SEA.
one of the observation: she always go to pray at sima lu and temple at her place and everytime she wan to come in she will insist i keep going sima lu to pray for her so that she can come in successfully. when i ask her why would she pray that she can come in to work as WL which is not a good vocation. she say she told goddess that she come in to work because she need to give money to her parents and help to clear her family debt.
another of the observation: she actually got one SG bf. Long story cut short, i found out she was really pissed off when she found out her so-called bf go have fun with a few WL behind her back. only after that i start to pursue her consistently. the point of the story is i think she has the intention to find a good husband here to settle down. since the beginning, i have heard a few times, though i'm not sure if this is planned or what, it seems that she doesn't like vietnamese man because of her bad encounters like irresponsibilities, evil intention to bonk her, beating up women, drinking and gambling, lazy to work, inability to provide for the family with her father and some vietnamese guy she met back in her province.
Again, everything i encountered with this WL could be in the book though, which makes me thinking over and over again if this WL is a true love to me or what. everything is still very foggy and uncertain now. that is why i need to do my homework thoroughly and make sure the things i do is worth the risk i am taking. i know it's kind of stupid but love is blind applies although i think i am better much than i was 2 months ago at which i was like being a world top desperado.