hello rachelmon,aft reading a bit of yr story pls ask yrself a few questions.
- why did u fell in luv with tis cat50 thai gal, jz becos she gave u the attention u wanted when u paid 4 her svcs ?
- wat makes u think tat she truely luvs u ?
- wat difference & wat do u gain by changing the r/s status in facebook to
with a relationship with her ?
u only 20 yr old,is easily BLINDED by a whore & did not think thru it throughly enough.
marriage isn't abt jz getting all the attention fr her ... aft u paid her.
tis small red dot doesn't need another foreign trash tat cannot contribute 2 the well being of tis country.
unlikely wl can cum back ... so u shld know tat 4 her 2 come back 2 yr side on tis small red dot is almost ZERO.
althernative, u could migrate 2 thailand 2 be with her & help her family there 2 overcome the current situation there.