TS, Every one of us with a normal IQ is able to read the obvious message you posted.
1) You are seeking a white knight to help you to trace and call your MIA boyfriend
2) You are seeking Ang Pows ($$$$$) cos you are broke after your boyfriend MIA with your 85K and to make matters worse, you have just resigned from your job preparing for the Europe trip.
3) You are coming out from retirement since you quitted in 2009
4) To a lesser extend, cry here
We (Most of the bros posted here so far - poor sincere honest folks) are blunt cos we are sincere in hearing your woes. If we only want to get into your good book just to purchase your pussy. We either up your points (but of cos up money is more practical) or sugar coated our posts...You of most girls in this forum should know by now, all these are as fake as your MIA boyfriend..Please la, I think you are mature enough, please grow some sense after this saga.

Let's be practical here - It makes no sense atall that we ought to feel sad or sorry with your plight (or just because you are a female) cos we didn't know you nor have shared or enjoyed the pleasure while you were in good times. We are not even online friends anyway.