[tornbitwin2]

I'm just using this space as an avenue let go what i have inside.

The short version:
Yours truly is a married man,fell for another woman,almost left the family for this other woman,then came back to the family after knowing that the child has special needs but going through this wave of guilt for both parties.the end.

The long version:
I started off as a typical guy. Did quite ok in my studies,lucky to end up with a good paying job, and after many yrs of dating,married a lovely homely girl,lets call her WIFE.over time, we kinda took each other for granted,even during courting days i used to occasionally sneak out to MPs for a quick session. i should've known better but we got married and things started to go downhill after we had a child. I was busy with work,she was busy being a full time mum. we were staying under the same roof but the distance just grew and grew.
Here is when i really started to venture into commercial sex to the point that it has became somewhat of an addiction. Over time, i could see that i have changed from what i were before. Amidst all these,i got to know this gal,let call her GF. she was totally opposite to WIFE, in term of thinking,character,physical..everything..we started off as casual friends,and ended up as an item. she knew everything abt me and vice versa. she was quite outgoing in our asian terms.lets put it this way, WIFE lost her virginity to me while GF was teaching me different moves in bed,she's quite experienced. sex was one thing, but the relationship with GF was so refreshing. I thought it would probably die down once the novelty wears off but we went on..and on.. for 3yrs.
At this point, WIFE found out about us...

tbc..