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Originally Posted by SparkleDoll

See some lucky ones here. Good for you all, enjoy it!

This dry episode with my husband has made me question my love and commitment to him. I know that even though he can't satisfy me now due to his stress, he will never agree to me finding my own satisfaction elsewhere. I am of thr view that monogamy is a choice. I was not really monogamous in previous r/s and only choose it when we got married to show my love for him and commitment to our partnership.

Now that he doesn't want sex, I'm miserable and grumpy on many days. And as I previously wrote, find it hard to stay faithful. This is just bringing me on a guilt trip with respect to marriage vows to stick to each other in good times or bad. Perhaps I have taken on more than I can chew.

Since my last post, we have had sex a grand ONE time. It was a quickie lasting all of 2mins with major persuasion on my part. Well at least it's something to start the new year with. 2minutes is better than none eh. Still trying to make our marriage work. If I leave now, there will only be one reason: sex or lack of it. Think we might still have a chance to work things out.

err 2 mins? gosh. i'm quite lost for words