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Originally Posted by SparkleDoll

This must be the saddest thread in sbf. At least it let's us know we are not alone in this situation.

Sex life with my husband has not improve at all. We did it one more time since that quickie in Jan. Oh well. I can truly say I have given up. Feels guilty yet also feels like the weigh of a heavy stone had been lifted. Although I promised commitment & loyalty to him, I really can't life out my life as a nun or widow. I'm still in my 20s. So I have come to terms that I might have to look outside of the marriage for satisfaction in this area. Hopefully keep it from my husband.

Next week I am meeting a fren for drinks. We have known each other for yrs and he's always had the hots for me. Guilty yet excited all the same. I can't care less abt things with my husband anymore. I don't foresee him wanting to have sex with my in the next few yrs anyway. He say he's stress from his biz & when things r better he might relax enough to be intimate with me again. Being the workaholic he is, that probably will only be when he company get listed or smthg. Don't see that happen in the next few yrs. So I'm just gonna fuck it. If he just neglect me then I gez he can't blame me lah.

Hope we all finds the happiness we seek in life.

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