[frivolous_ami]

My first gf was probably the one gal i truly loved the most. But too bad mum didnt like n kept creating problems.

Its been 9 yrs. Since then i never had a real gf. Every other gal i met was always thinking about themselves first like "does the guy ve $$?". Few asked if they would stand by the guy when things go wrong.

Thats where i missed the days with my first gf because she would never walk away when i was done. She would stick her hand in my pocket to dig out used tissue paper. It reminded me that this person always had me in her mind.

I miss her and really miss her a lot. Sometimes even go ktv, i would try to find a gal who look the same. At least for that few moments, its delusion but i remember n recall the person who left so much of herself in my heart still.

If i m given one wish, i would want to travel back to that one time n tell her again "i miss you". Guess it no longer matters. Life is like a dream. Some parts bad n sometimes good.