[Twiddledum]

Interesting proposition and an even more interesting blog.

Fascinating read. I have no idea how much fantasy was laced with truth or vice versa but I do wonder if Sean had fucked you hard early on in your relationship with him, whether you would be filled with so much longing.

I suspect the old adage is true. That which is unattainable often becomes the most desirable.

The ultimate irony is that Sean for all his pretense at being a morally upright Christian, could not find it in his heart to forgive you for past indescretions. Forgiveness is the core component of christian belief, and poor old Sean seems to be losing his edge. Forgive others as you would forgive yourself is a phrase I think is bandied around by Christians a lot. I suspect this is a rather hollow line in Sean's case.

His pride was more important to him than his faith, and that ultimately despite your desire and demonstration of will to change, he did not love you enough to forgive you.

Pride? Isn't that one of the seven deadly sins? Probably one of Lucifer's favourites and Sean's too by the look of things.


Anyway, your blog aside, I'm always interested in some coitus with a dash of mental stimulation on the side, its like using both heads in the same sitting. If you are interested drop me a PM.