I am very confuse sometimes also.

The problem is i dont really know what she is thinking. 2 weeks ago supposed to go out with her. BUt then she got booking but she didnt call to tell me cancel appointment. So i told her my displeasure about not informing me. So last week she said want to go out again, then she got booking again the night before and she called to cancel appointment.

I was thinking, should I be happy that she remembered that we were supposed to go out but called to cancelled the appointment because she cant make it? Or should I be thinking she is just playing with my mind? Make appointments in advance (make me happy looking forward to it) then cancel it to make me dulan? Or is she lying cos she has more important appointments with her other tiraks? Is she playing mind games with me?

I know I can either believe her or I can keep on thinking whether she is playing mind games with me.

Sometimes I wanted to confront her, have a heart to heart talk and settle things once and for all. I am really not sure if I should do this. What if she lies to me and I believe her and then I fall deeper?? What if after the talk and she believe that i am really sincere about her and she really fall for me??

At the moment, I do not think I am her tirak at all cos she never bring up the subject of our "relationship". If she do not wish to talk about our relatiohship, I guess i shouldnt too???? Or is she waiting for me to bring up the subject????