[pitabooom]

Thanks bro.

I had thought over it long and hard.

Both of us have our ghosts. Both of us went through very dark times.
I had meditated over the entire issue for quite some time and mulled over considering and reconsidering the ultimate decision.

Maybe bros and sis will be wishing me luck. I thank you all for your wishes. The desire to change myself has never been stronger, as with the desire to change her. Thanks for all your concerns bros and sis and I hope that you all will also find that bit of happiness you all are also looking for.

But one thing for sure, I am not looking back at the past and I am not going to go back to the past (unless I am tired of living or it comes to the time I'm only living on borrowed time).