[pitabooom]

I couldn't understand it for the love of my life when I saw bros here having FB/NSA. Until I am in the quagmire myself (refer to my other article on WHY men wanted to "eat out").

I've been doing so much of the planning that even though after my Operation and 3 bloody week of MC, I couldn't really get a good day's rest physically and mentally with all these things on. I predict that I will return to work next week in a much worse shape than I was before.

She had been constantly accusing me of "bullying her", "crushing her with my big family" (when my family was never involved in our quarrels. They were hands-off). Ironically, she has been publicly humiliating me in front of complete strangers who were pretty alarmed at the remarks she's sprouting to the man she's locking arms with (ie, yours truly).

Ironically, my Mum once said this to me, "Are you much happier when you fell sick and when you are alone in your apartment when you were working in Thailand than now?"

1 question. But this woman who had seen every ups and downs of a man for the past 30++ years answered almost every damned thing with 1 question. lolz~

Anyway, I had told her earlier, "I am NOT SIGNING ANYTHING until I get major issues worked out."

A little voice in my head tells me, "Its ok if I had done preparations. I can re-use it for the next better woman."

I know that's weird, but isn't it weirder that a guy is the one that is planning the wedding:
- Budget
- Venue
- All miscellaneous and details

Whilst she only cares about:
- Her own guest list
- How she will look on her big day
- "Oh, need to pay. I pay half loh" (but after my extensive budgeting, she's nowhere paying half of the actual budget).