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Bro... better today... but still feel sleeply after those med... esp coughing syrup... kam.sia bro for yr concern...

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This is one of those rare post that went missing for years and back again! Keep up the story!

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i believe u bro. because that's what i'm going thru.. u felt that a part of your heart is gone, emptiness.. that's why people say heart ache (xing tong)

i felt so sad when listening to this song..thinking of her.. need a cigarette now
http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...&v=X3gVnd2kGts

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Bro halibal, believe me that it cuts deeper when you have it once and lost it. I never regretted being with her, but i have to carry this deeper wound with me and not knowing if I'll ever get over it.

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Bro... another song which touch my heart.... well done...

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[QUOTE=Gunner999;10351661]Bro halibal, believe me that it cuts deeper when you have it once and lost it. I never regretted being with her, but i have to carry this deeper wound with me and not knowing if I'll ever get over it.[/QUOTE

Certain memories cannot be deleted.ea. at times.. we really tought that we have
got over the pain.... but the matter of the truth is...we r jst supprssing the pain ba....

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Bro, maybe u shd forget abt updating this thread..
U tried to recall but it hurts too much, so u fell sick. Mentally and physically...
Take a break, rest well and get well soon. ;)

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Actually in life despite our feelings, we didn't get together with the person we love due to certain reasons eg financial status, other parties' involvement, incompatible personality, different stages in life (serving army while the gal in uni). Whatever the reason/reasons, certain people are not meant to be for us despite our feelings.
We should not reminiscing the past sometimes. Treasure what we have now:)
Your OC, your kids, your faith (if you have one).

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Agreed. If really too painful, just stop tis thread...

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bro, this song.... 張國榮Leslie-左右手, hahaa....hope can cheer u up a bit...

"從那天起我戀上我左手
從那天起我討厭我右手"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3mRYXSwrds

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Brother thanks for yr song.. it really cheer me up abit... will continue with the story today... bros so sorry for the delay...

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Bros back to the story...

The days with Eve soon passed swiftly and soon we was together for almost six months... Bit by bit.. she begin to share her past with me... she too have a few painful relationships which leave a deep scar in her heart... and soon she develop a distrust over relationships till she met me..... meanwhile we maintain a steady relationship and did nt cross the boundary... Due to her past hurts.. i do nt want her to feel that i am going after her body as well ( just like her previous r/s). Nevertheless.. we r emotionally close to each other...

Eve: Dear.. would u like to pei me tonite as my parents r oveaseas for holidays..
Me: Erm.. that does nt seem to be proper....
Eve: It is ok.. i trust u...
Me: ok then... but i will leave once u r asleep...

Soon we was in her house.. watching dvd as she was not tired yet... we was holding hands and she lied on my shoulders... Glances was exchanged and it was nt long before we was frenching each other.... Feelings was increasing then and i have to stop myself from going further.....

Eve: y did u stop....
Me: too close too soon.....
Eve: Huh...
Me Wait till our r/s is more stable... it is too soon le...
Eve: or is cos u mind my past...
Me: it is nothing to do with yr past... u shd know my feelings for u by now...
Eve: then what is holding u back then...
Me: Erm.... ( before i can ans... she kissed me on the lips again.. and soon we was frenching again...)

Bit by bit... i am losing my self control and that nite we crossed the boundary after being together for about half a year.... Emotionally we feel closer to each other... as for me... i feel even more emotionally attached and responsible towards her after the event....

Bros just to share this song at this point of time...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvk8Pk027nw

溫柔的缺口 - 巫啓賢

尘遇见风　开始一生的旅程
为何从来不曾问过为什么
你在于我将是一生或更多
如今我想也不必知道为什么

你是不是我最初爱着样子
对生命还维持孩子的单纯
倘若我坚持将你当作我的爱人
如今在你来说我又算是什么

倒置的心　因为太空
还在虚幻的世界游离
我无法确定自己该扮演的角色
如果思念也是一种病
就在我左边的胸口
你曾叫作温柔缺口的地方

Hope that u guys will like it....

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jiayou bro, please continue

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A lengthy but meaningful post I saw somewhere...

人最怕，激情后的陌生，暧昧后的冷漠，认真后的痛苦，信任后的利用，温柔后的冷淡。
所以说有些事情不要太计较，睁一只眼闭一只眼就会过去的，珍惜眼前的 人，做好眼前的事，
奇迹，不一定不出现，遇到爱你的人，学会感恩，遇到你爱的人，学会付出，有个懂你的人，是最大 的幸福……
猫喜欢吃鱼，可猫不会游泳，鱼 喜欢吃蚯蚓，可鱼又不能上岸。上帝给了你很多诱惑，却不让你轻易得到。
但是，总不能流血就喊痛，怕黑就开灯，想念就联系。
今天再大的事，到了明天就是小 事；今年再大的事，到了明年就是故事。
我们最多也就是个有故事的人，所以，人生就像蒲公英，看似自由，却身不由己。
有些事，不是不在意，而是在意又能怎 样。自己尽力了就好，人生沒有如果，只有后果和结果……

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有许多的人, 想靠着时间忘记过去.
而我的回忆, 我想留却都留不住.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4picf6P3R9o