A girl whom i dun dare to love

zerofighter · #1 12-02-2010, 05:05 PM

Went alone to the beach a few nites ago... memories of the past seem to flow back to my mind again looking at the watch she has gave it to me.. i sank deeper in my memories with her...

Jolyn: One of the reasons u still cant forget her is u always wear the clothes she buy for u. and this watch... wiill do some shopping with u...
Me: hopefully it will help.
Jolyn: btw, my uncle give me 2 watches... one i give to zijian... another one for u. c whelter it fits u..
Me: yup it fits nicely. Thanks.
Jolyn: dun think too much le... must focus on yr work more.. the monthly report u sent to julie again has some mistakes again.
Me: Noted
Jolyn: 2mr after work will go shopping with u. hehehe.. u can dump all the clothes she have brought for u liao.

zerofighter · #2 12-02-2010, 05:16 PM

The next day after work we went shopping together at centrepoint robinson.. She was very patient and choose different clothes to try.. in the end, i managed to get myself 3 new shirts and a pants.

Jolyn: u look gd in all these..
Me: thanks for the time
Jolyn: dun mention it.. we r collagues mah.
Me: how is the preparations of marriage with Zj?
Jolyn: sigh dun mention abt it... we have some arguments abt the tables again
Me: huh what is it?
Jolyn: he wanted to take back the angbao money for the tables he have paid for my family..
Me: but it wun look nice in this way..
Jolyn: that is y.. cos of this issue we have been having arguments. my mum does nt approve of this idea of course...
Me: u r caught in a difficult postion...

zerofighter · #3 12-02-2010, 05:20 PM

Disclaimer:

The names of the charecters have been changed. I am trying to pen down the details of the story as far as i remembered cos it happened at least 8 years ago liao.

zerofighter · #4 12-02-2010, 08:10 PM

As days went by.. we always go out together during our off days.. lunch and shopping together and she has been very supportive to me during these days.. my emotional support after my break up with my ex.. and slowly i begin to sense some feelings for her... perhaps we r too close le and we can share to each other our thoughts... the moment i knew something is amiss... i was plunged into another emotional turmoil... cos i know it is impossible between us. she is already rom at that pt of time and so i would start to drown my sorrows at K pubs rite after work every nite. There is once as usual i am drowning my sorrows at the ktv pub when i received a text from her...

Jolyn: r u all rite? dun drink too much as u still have to work 2mr.
Me: i have something to tell u...
Jolyn: Yes...
Me: Nothing.. i am k no worries.

At that pt of time, i nearly wanted to confess my feelings to her but somehow i dun dare. cos first of all.. it will nt help matters.. Secondly i may even lost this friendship with her.. that nite i drank myself silly, was determined to numb myself with liqour.. My bros with me knew that something was amiss but did nt dare to probe much as they knew that i am in one of those moods again...