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Me:Take action?
Paul: Yup what r u waiting for? Me: r u sure she have some feelings for me? Paul: Whalan! yr shifu me have conquered countless cities b4! her eyes have given her away. Me: Serious? Paul: now the thing for u to consider is.. if u really win her heart. r u willing to compensate that idoit Zj for the wedding tables and of course the reno cost? Me: Y nt?! if i can promise her a happier life. y nt?! Paul: Great! l love yr style. The next few days with Jolyn is as per normal. we would laugh and chat with each other whenever we r free. I will even walk her hm as our office is within walking distance from her place.. Jolyn: did she still called u these few days? Me: nt much le. btw is the wedding table issue resolved? Jolyn: he still insist that he shd take the share of the angpao money and my mum is furious. Me: Have u really thought of spenting yr life with him? Jolyn: do i still have a choice?... At that moment i look at her tenderly in her eyes..... Me: Yup u still have... Jolyn: the papers have been signed.. too late le. Me: but................... Our eyes met each other at that most precise moment and we can read each other thoughts at that moment. Jolyn: dun think too much k... i dun want to hurt u..... Time flies fast... b4 we know it.. we r at her block already. i am quiet at this moment as i am too lost to say anything now.. nt daring to tell her bravely how i feel abt her. i feel like a complete failure! Jolyn: thanks for senting me hm.. as she is leaving for the lift.. my emotions rise and unable to contain myself much further... i hold her hands and i hug her closely to my side. she did nt reject my hug and both of us r tearing in each other embrace.... Me: i do feel for u.... Jolyn: yup i can sense it. |
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Very good story... Keep it up!! :)
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Wonderful narration. Thanks.
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wa lan...
Good one. TS pls continue. |
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After reading your story, makes me feel so into it as if I am the male character in it. Can feel for you. Cool~
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TS! What a wonderful story! Pls carry on with the story! :D
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Holding her hands... we went to the playground... kissing her gently on her forehead...
Jolyn: that is sweet of u... Me: i am a poor man with words. Jolyn: dun say anything then... That nite i cuddle her gently in my arms.. we did nt say anything much just enjoying the presence of each other... Jolyn: it is late le.. 2mr still have classes.. Me: i sent u to the lift... Jolyn: dun want wait i have an impulse to hug u again... Once again i draw her gently to my arms... Me: i love u. Jolyn: thanks... Me: let me sent u to the lift k?.... Jolyn: K.. Once she board the lift... i feel so empty again in my heart... i did nt go hm that nite... but went to the playground sitting on the same spot thinking of her.... |
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Thanks to all bros who upped me. appreciate that.
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nice story bro.. keep it comin... cant wait for more :)
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good narration! camping for more. :)
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ahh! so this is the story you were saying...
nice narration of events, bro! upped you for your efforts |
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Bro Greatone,
Great to c u here. thanks for upping me. cheers! |
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That nite i finally went hm.. feeling a mixed of feelings... happiness, emptiness.. Being a person poor with words, i decided to pen down my thoughts and wrote a love letter to her. I remember once i started to write.. my pain is slowly released too... it is a 2 pages love letter. whalan longer than than the GP eassy i wrote during my A levels. Next day of work, we met again... she smiled at me when she saw me. as usual we r early and quickily i pass her the letter.
Me: Erm.. a letter for u.. read it after work k. Jolyn: a love letter? she giggled Me: sort of ba... Jolyn: thanks. I still remember that day i am rather restless the whole day. Cant focus on my work well. How will the response be after reading it. In the letter, i confessed to her my feelings abt her. Even telling her i would bear the compensation if she decided to back out of the marriage. Having said that, i would still leave the final decesion to her, respecting whatever decesion she has made at the end of the day. Immediately after every class she have took, she will come out of the classroom and tok to me. Jolyn: what time u slept last nite? Me: 3am ba Jolyn: so late?.. Me: yeah loh, long time never write letters liao.. Jolyn: u eh.. btw if zj call me later, just say i nt free to ans the phone. Me: r u still having cold war with him over the tables issue? Jolyn: yup. i have been avoiding his calls since last nite. Me: k. Jolyn: Carol, when Zj call me later, just say i nt free to ans his phone. Carol: k. Jolyn: c u later. same place i meet u for dinner after work. Me: all rite. ( I am overjoyed at that moment. Great can meet her again today). |
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That day Zj called her a few times but she dun want to ans the phone. Towards the end of the day, he appeared at the office.
Zj: where is jolyn? Me: Teaching. Zj: can i wait here. Me: sure. Soon the last class ended and she apppeared. Upoun seeing him, she was rather surprised and wanted to rush off hm. but before she can do that, he grabbed hold of her arm... Zj: i need to tok to u. Jolyn: Let go of me! Me: let go of her. watch yr behaviour, there r students around. Jolyn: i dun want to tok to him.. her voice is choking with anger.. Me:Zj would u like to leave her alone for a while... The students soon left and there is 4 of us in the office now including carol. Carol: i have better make a move first. Zj: pls dun embrass me in front of yr collagues. can we have a tok outside? Jolyn: k... I locked up the office and proceed to lot 1. I was thinking to myself: i may nt be able to meet for dinner and indeed my feelings is rite. I received a text form her.. Jolyn: Paiseh dun think for meet u for dinner liao... sorry... My heart sank at that point of time... Feeling kinda of lost, i decided to attend my church service... it is a sat... i remember... somehow i feel at peace when i step into the church... i ask God: if it is nt yr will for me to be involed in this emotional entanglement... pls deliver me out of it... He did nt give me an answer that evening.. but somehow i feel at peace... emotionally prepared for the worst outcome: she may nt accept me after all... After service that evening, i strolled to the east coast alone as my church is within walking distance from it. Listening to the sea breezes, i gazed at the waves rushing and beating aganist the rocks.. My mobile rang a few times but it is nt her who is looking for me... Paul and a few of my buddies r looking for me. Me: Hello Paul: r u k? Me: Yup.. bro i need to be alone. Paul; Sure, remember i am just a phone call away if u need someone to tok to. Me: Thanks bro. I dunnno how long i stayed at the beach... it must be ages... cos time to me has lost its purpose le... Finally i went hm, emotionally tired, drained... nt knowing what she will tell me 2mr... |
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jiayou man... hahaha... camping for more stories..
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bro, your story super addictive leh !!! please continue.. :D
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good job, keep it up! :)
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The next day... as i am heading off to work.. i went with a heavy heart.. was heading towards the office when someone called me..
Jolyn: hey.. wait for me... I turned my head and c her walking towards me and waited for her.. Me: Hi morning.. Jolyn: sorry cant meet u for dinner yesterday... Me: it is k... btw how is the tok with him? Jolyn: erm.. k lah... Me: have u read the letter? Jolyn: yup.. Somehow i sensed that she is cold and both of us head off quitely to the office.. We dun tok much that day.. things r slowly changing.. i can sense it deep in my heart... I decided to give her some time to sort out her thoughts and feelings... That will only be fair to her, i told myself. Anyway Zj came to sent her hm after work and again i went to the pubs with Paul and Pang to drown my sorrows... |
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Was drinking heavily at the pub with my bros... songs were sung and jokes were cracked.. Laughter and wine does nt seem to ease the pain of the hearts..
Paul: r u k Me: she is very cold to me... Paul: sign she dun feel gd either. Me: Yup, that is y i am giving her some time for herself... At that moment my mobile rang.. Me: Hello Jolyn: hi wru now? Me: At boat quay.. Jolyn: drinking again... the background so noisy... Me: hang on.. ( I left the pub in order to have a better reception) Jolyn: r u k?... u sound tipsy.. Me: I am.. Jolyn: which part of boat quay r u in? Me: Near to Mac that side.. Jolyn: Wait for me there at Mac. Me: Huh... Jolyn: i need to tok to u... Me: k... ( went back to the pub) Me: bro she is meeting me.. Paul: Great.. listen dun forgo this chance, have a gd tok with her. Pang: shd we leave? Zhongyi: of course we shd leave now... Paul: settle the bill... stop drinking le... Me: all rite. Paul: bro remain steady.. any help call us.. we will be nearby drinking. Me: Thanks. There i say gdbye to my bros and head off to the mac.. decided to order a lemon tea while waiting for her... Within an hour she soon appeared... was debating with myself whelter i shd hold her hands or nt... finally i decided nt to... ( dun dare Ba) Jolyn: u smell heavily of liqour... Me: sorry was drinking abit just now.. Jolyn: sorry for hurting u... Me: Nope nt yr fault... We were strolling along the riverside of boat quay and she suddenly linked her arms in mine... Jolyn: Promise me that u wun drink again.. Me: Difficult to promise... Jolyn: If u drink, i will drink too, 2 times more than u! Me: dun... bad for yr health.. Jolyn: what abt yrself then.. We sat down on the bench and i hold her hands tightly... Me: how is the tok with him? Jolyn: nt much he give in abit... said that he is willing to pay for 5 tables. Me: Hmm Jolyn: but i told him apart from this issue... feelings r amiss too... he is shocked when he heard that... Me: do u still love him?( i looked tenderly in her eyes) Jolyn: I dunno...( her expression in her eyes told me that she still love him) Me: as i said... i will respect whatever decesion u make at the end of the day.... Jolyn: Thanks... she lied on my shoulder and i stroked her hair gently... |
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How come i felt in the end, she just wan best of both worlds?
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If it's real anyway, if the lady can leave his fiance for another guy, she might leave him for the next guy..It goes on & on..i rather not complicate myself for thinking that & just read it - cos only waiting for the sexciting part :p |
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A very moving story, Thanks for sharing bro, cheers .........
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That nite itself was peaceful and beauitful.. to me, i enjoy every moment with her... closing my eyes.. i feel tired... overdose with liqour but i did my best to keep myself awake and sober...
Jolyn: i am tired... Me: do u want me to sent u hm? Jolyn: Nope. just want to spent more time with u... Me: K then ( Slowly she closed her eyes and was soon dozing off on my shoulder) For myself i slowly dozed off too... she soon stirred... Jolyn: u r tired too... Me: abit bah.. Jolyn: 4am liao... so fast... Me: do u want to go hm... Jolyn: nope, can go to marina bay with me?.. Me: sure. We took a cab to marina bay... along the way she lean closer to me... somehow i can sensed that she is deeply troubled... soon we reached there and once again i draw her to my arms... Jolyn: dear... Me: Yup..( my heart leap for joy as it is the first time she address me as dear..) Jolyn: i feel loved and secure whenever i am with u. Me: thanks... i too enjoy every single moment with u... Jolyn: give me more time k... Me: sure... no worries i will nt force u for an answer.. |
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keep it comin bro... really glued to ur posts... need to learn more of these to be able to gain a gal whom i love but aso dun dare to express much to her for fear of losin her.. any tips for me ma?? :o
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be sincere
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It is soon morning and i sent her hm after having breakfast together. The next few days is as normal.. we will work and chat with each other. Nothing more was said abt the outcome since i have promised her i would nt force her for an answer. Somehow i can sense that she is struggling with herself and all the more i do not wish to add on to her stress. Furthermore i have no chance to walk her home as Zj would always sent her hm after work.
However b4 she would leave with him.. she will still look back at me... and of course i dun feel gd either.. I avoid going to pubs for drinks and will turn to lan gaming with my bros instead. Parklane and Bugis are both my hang out joints. Every nite, i would use laughter and jokes to numb my pain deep inside my heart and my bros know that i am doing my best to remain cheerful though it is hurting... |
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Bro zerofighter, I totally feel for you with what you say in your story so far. Sometimes such situations can really make you feel damn hurt inside. You love someone, but that person can't reciprocate back her feelings to you.
But nonetheless, this really can train up your patience and endurance when waiting for someone whom you feel that deserves it. I once went through a similar situation as you bro, can really understand how u feel. Don't give up on her yet.... |
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Bro your story is really good!!
I am addicted to it and we want more! Really reminds me of myself 10 years ago except that both me & her were already ROM and every little time we have is like treasure found. We wish we have some kinda of magic wand to stop time!! |
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As usual we would exchange sms after work.... though i am doing my best to suppress my emotions/ feelings for her... the last class is over, with the 2 of us in the office.
Jolyn: r u avoiding me? Me: nope.. y did u said that? Jolyn: u r cold towards me... and i dislike that feeling. Me: i am trying to give u some personal space for yrself.. Jolyn: u said b4.. u wun force me for an ans. Me: that is y i am avoiding u.. am i wrong in doing that?.. Jolyn: dunno.... Me: Think over what u want?.. face the questions bravely.. no pt avoiding them. Jolyn: i know... We left the office and she head off to the bus stop where Zj is supposed to pick her up. As usual, i went to parklane for games with my bros.. Paul: how r things? Me: Bad... Paul: Y?.. Me: she is struggling for an answer and i promised to give her time.. Paul: how do u feel abt the whole thing? Me: she still love him.. i feel that i may lose her eventually..( i start to smoke away). Paul: yr old habit come back again.. Me: sigh.. well.. liqour, cig... is the best medicine anyway... Paul: cheer up bro.. let go back to our games... When one is feeling down at love, his gaming shucks too. even camp can be sniped... chong also kena headshot... damn suay. I am losing my patience and was cursing over the game! was in one of the siao moods again... at that moment... i received a text from her... Jolyn: i have thought alot these few days... guess we you yuan wu fen... nt fated for each other. That moment when i read the sms... my heart freeze... i dun dare to take another look at the sms again cos it is really hurting... i remember i took a long time to reply her... Me: Noted, i respect yr feelings. ( it is a full stop i indicated, not... cos i have nothing much to tell her already) |
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