Wild Girl, Sugar Daddy, Lust and Betrayal

[Melissa2015]

Even in real life SG, in Straits Times, i do read such news.
but, i am not copying them.
i wrote as the memory and events flash thru my mind.
this is as real as it gets, fresh from the oven.

[suddenlyfeelit]

Originally Posted by Melissa2015

For the record, its my true life event.
not a fantasy.
if i wanted to create a fantasy, then it may be real hardcore, like, example, an orgy gangbang with some hunks, how they dp and bdsm me, etc.
Ok, to each his own.

yeah precisely!
i feel the true life event could be more relating! so go as you always have
like the way it is.. carry on sister!

[Melissa2015]

Originally Posted by Moderator88

Sis,
You must have done a lot of good deeds to earn such good karma! Found your love so soon after your divorce! i am still building my karma in wetnam!

Hi,
given a choice, i do not want my boy to be without a father.
its bad Karma.
perhaps you do not see my painful part.
do you know how i feel when i have to fill up forms asking for his father's name, my marital status, etc?
It hurts me, but you do not know.
think about it - put yourself in my situation.

how about the man i loved so much,
ran away for another woman?

Ok, i am not washing my dirty laundry here,
but seeking some change of mindset from what you failed to see in me - my sorrow, my pain...

[Melissa2015]

Or, do you know how it hurts when Justin asked,
Mummy, where is daddy?

[Rickey]

Originally Posted by Melissa2015

Hi, i am pleasantly surprised by yr feedback. I thot you guys here in this forum would find it as mild? If you tink its hardcore, then i have to censore a lot, and there is nothing much to write. Yes, its a little naughty, but its my life story in words. Its not on video like the other SG girls, which is seen by all over the world. So, what should i censor? Or you doubt my life story? So, i do not know whether to proceed or how to proceed?

Originally Posted by suddenlyfeelit

just proceed as what you always been doing!
good enough.. it's a life story not a fantasy or fairy tale

Sis, why you sound angry ??...some moron here not happy wif wat you hv written or shared ??...leave pple like them alone one side to sulk if they wan...u need not do anything else except to continue to share the way u are doing now...you are just doing great & fine sis, we are enjoying very much !..plzz continue as usual, sis ...T.Q. !

[ah rat]

Originally Posted by Melissa2015

Or, do you know how it hurts when Justin asked,
Mummy, where is daddy?

Now, You have to see the bright side.Just take good care of Justin well.Karma will befall yr ex-hubby.
As for ,'where is daddy'.Tell him that he went aboard for business at least for few years.Just buy the time.Once he grow to understand.Then you explain to him.

[Melissa2015]

Hi Rickey,
thanks!
No, i am not angry. Sorry, perhaps my tone was unpleasant but certainly, i am not angry. Not early in the morning.
just my frank and too direct reply.
maybe hurt but not angry. Hurt when i think of those forms asking for father's name, etc. Hurt for Justin, thats all.
i must add that i do enjoy this forum.
Guys like you who support me.
its so different than when I had mistakenly published at the Orgies section.

Again, thks very much.

[Rickey]

Originally Posted by Melissa2015

Hi,
given a choice, i do not want my boy to be without a father.
its bad Karma.
perhaps you do not see my painful part.
do you know how i feel when i have to fill up forms asking for his father's name, my marital status, etc?
It hurts me, but you do not know.
think about it - put yourself in my situation.

how about the man i loved so much,
ran away for another woman?

Ok, i am not washing my dirty laundry here,
but seeking some change of mindset from what you failed to see in me - my sorrow, my pain...

Originally Posted by Melissa2015

Or, do you know how it hurts when Justin asked,
Mummy, where is daddy?

Any normal human being shd be able to feel yr unhappy predicament...yr sorrow, the pain tat is in yr heart & empathize wif you & your son Justin. Put themselves in yr shoes & they would know..If they can, they would wish they'll never be in yr situation...

[Melissa2015]

Originally Posted by ah rat

Now, You have to see the bright side.Just take good care of Justin well.Karma will befall yr ex-hubby.
As for ,'where is daddy'.Tell him that he went aboard for business at least for few years.Just buy the time.Once he grow to understand.Then you explain to him.

I told him the truth.
But he is too young to understand.
not right to hide the truth from him.

[ah rat]

Originally Posted by Melissa2015

I told him the truth.
But he is too young to understand.
not right to hide the truth from him.

Teach him not to follow his dad footstep

[Melissa2015]

Originally Posted by ah rat

Teach him not to follow his dad footstep

Yes, of course.
thanks!

[Melissa2015]

Originally Posted by Rickey

Any normal human being shd be able to feel yr unhappy predicament...yr sorrow, the pain tat is in yr heart & empathize wif you & your son Justin. Put themselves in yr shoes & they would know..If they can, they would wish they'll never be in yr situation...

I really love your motto:

"Love, honour and treasure her."

very well said.

[Rickey]

Originally Posted by Melissa2015

Hi Rickey,
thanks!
No, i am not angry.
Again, thks very much.

Originally Posted by Melissa2015

I really love your motto:
"Love, honour and treasure her."

very well said.

You're most welcome, sis ...& T.Q. v. much for liking my siggy, the 1st sis to say so ...

everyone of us has only one life to live...if we lose her..then tats it ...we can never get her back even wif the lots of money we hv & it's not easy to find another woman wif similar love feelings...love feelings are such, once we lose them, there's really no way of getting them back ever ...i m sure many of us bros & sis hv experienced tat...Best wishes & hv a nice Sunday to all !

[Melissa2015]

I was browsing thru and there were some sex videos of some models. A recent one was Ixx Lxx, its not right for me to state her name. I feel sorry for her, she is still young. Does her family, neighbour, BF knows? Its sad that it is also circulating in other porno sites.


Back to my life,
Andrew was explaining his medical condition to me.
he takes very long to ejaculate.
but his penis is still fully erected.
he felt stressed and ashamed.
his sexual appetite is very high.
he asked if i could do a threesome.


Later...

[Melissa2015]

I was shocked by his suggestion.
by now, i had love him enuf to accomodate him,
but to do a threesome?

Since our last heavy petting,
we have not engage in it again.
i had been curious,
why he did not.
for a few months,
we only basically kiss goodbye.
he did not touch me further.
so, now, i realised he was afraid and embarrassed of his condition.

i asked if he had consulted a doctor.
No.


Later...