Guilty | Amorous | Lust

[Michael12Rock]

The door chimes clanged softly as I opened the glass door and walked out onto the street. There was a satisfying ache in my balls, after emptying them completely just moments ago. At the same time, I was hit by a pang of strange feelings that I was not accustomed to. It was a mixed feeling of immense sexually gratification and an inexplicable sense of emptiness and guilt swirling in my chest.

I shook off the irritating feeling and allowed myself to indulge in the memory of what just took place in the past hour or so.

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I had an urge that day - an incredibly strong one in fact. I was practically walking around office with a tingling sensation in my balls and a virtually constant hard-on the whole morning. No "proper" sexual relief for more than a month plus a late night surfing porn landed myself in this awkward state. So when I passed by this "spa" near my office on my way to lunch, the temptation was too much to bear.

The joint was located in an inconspicuous corner, at the end of a row of refurbished shophouses. I've passed by this place several times previously, but never had the notion of visiting it, nor any other HCs. This day, I was somehow guided by instinct to step through the glass door, not really knowing what to expect.

A sweet-looking lady, who looked to be in her twenties, greeted me, "帅哥, 按摩吗?". She spoke with a tinge of Malaysian accent.

She was dressed in a light, silvery, body-hugging tube dress, that showed a generous amount of cleavage. Her complexion was fair and almost flawless. Perhaps it was her makeup. Perhaps I was just horny ...

"是你做吗?" I just wanted to be sure it's her who would be serving me.

"是我 ... 好吗?" She looked up at me for approval.

I nodded and proceeded to pay up. I was caught off-guard when she asked me to fill in my particulars on a form and I was undecided whether to fill in my real name and IC number. In the end, I scribbled something illegible and followed her into the room. From the back she looked slender and petite, and her legs were like … wow … I'd love to have those wrapped around me. My heart was in my throat and pumping with anticipation.

"你先洗个澡吧... 我拿杯茶给你." She showed me to the common shower further down the corridor and left the room. It was a simple set up with just a mattress on the floor and some mirrors "strategically placed" along the walls.

After washing up, I wrapped a towel around my waist and returned to the room. She had also just returned with a cup of hot tea. I took a sip and left it on the sidetable. My hard-on was quite obvious despite the heavy towel and she noticed. She wasn't shy about looking at my bro when I removed my towel to lie down on the mattress, and she smiled seeing the state that I was in.

A subtle unspoken message passed between us at that instance ...

[SammyNewbie]

Continue TS

[Michael12Rock]

Her massage was gentle and soothing. Some bros here would probably term such massage as "piano". But frankly, I didn't really care about the massage as I was busy enjoying myself looking at her boobs and her butt through the mirrors, especially when she bent over, giving me a down-blouse view of her cleavage, and when the hemline of her dress crept up her legs - revealing enough to entice but not enough to satisfy. She made eye contact with me occasionally and smiled.

"干嘛这样看…" she said coyly.

"因为你美嘛"

She giggled "谢谢..."

At that point, I realised that I was actually flirting and talking dirty with a massage lady. What has come over me?!

Well, the flirty exchange did break the ice, and we continued with some small talk. I couldn’t remember her name, but I recall she said she was from Malaysia, and that she had only been here for a couple of months.

She then straddled me, using her body weight to add pressure on my back. She hiked one of her legs up and spread her legs in the direction of the mirror, stretching the hem of the dress, giving me a full view of her white lacy thongs in the reflection. She did it as-a-matter-of-factly, as if it is a natural part of massage. I could almost burst my balls at that moment.

After she was done with my back, she moved over to where my head laid and massaged my shoulders. I turned my head forward to face her, and her crotch was right before my eyes. As she bent forward to reach down my back, her soft boobs pressed on the back of my head and shoulders. Her crotch was practically in my face and I could smell her perfume. I couldn’t resist it anymore and placed my hands on her legs, feeling her smooth skin. She just giggled, but didn't resist. Gradually, I reached higher, pushing her dress up. Soon her dress was bunched up at her waist and my hands were on her soft buns. I could vaguely see her pubic hair through the sheer, lacy material and it was an incredible turn on. I reached in between her legs and she responded by spreading her legs a little, giving me better access. I gently traced her slit through the thong, taking my time to find and circle her clit.

"唯, 很痒啦... " She giggled and tried to move away from my hands, but I was persistent. Soon, she was letting out appreciative moans. She could have been faking it but so what.

"好啦...等一下再给你玩..." She whispered in my ears, before moving over to the other end of the mattress to massage my legs. Again, my bro twitched in excitement and my heart fluttered. I could fall in love with this girl at that instant.

[Michael12Rock]

My foot was between her legs as she pressed on my calf and thigh. I could feel the warmth of her pussy on the sole of my foot and it felt really nice. Again I gently rubbed my foot on her crotch. She just giggled and let me do as I pleased. As she massaged my butt and inner thigh, she deliberately tickled my balls and my butt crack. Instinctively, I raised my butt and propped myself up on my knees. My bro and balls dangled freely, demanding for attention. She didn't disappoint. With the tip of her fingers, she gently stroked and teased me everywhere between my legs. Applying more oil in her hands, she palmed my scrotum, rolling my balls around in one hand, and milked my bro gently with the other. It was so stimulating and I was grunting softly with each touch.

What happened next took me by surprise. She planted soft kisses on my butt and then I felt some wetness on my anus. OMG, was she ass-rimming me??!! Later, I figured that she wasn't. She probably took some oil and rubbed me there using her fingertip. But it didn't matter, cos the feeling was amazing and I couldn't really tell the difference until much later.

"转过身..."

She didn't need to say twice. I turned over with a full erection in her face. She applied more oil on her hands and continued to take her time to stroke and tease my bro.

"头好大哦..." she said, while rubbing my dickhead between her palms. By now, it was engorged and almost turning purple.

"真的吗? 还是让我开心罢了..."

"真的...结婚了吗?" I nodded "… 你太太真幸福..."

My ego was boosted 100 times, but I also felt a tinge of sadness as my wife probably didn't share her view. Such irony ...

While stroking my bro, she popped the question “要service 吗?”

“有什么?” I acted blur, although I had a pretty good idea of what was available.

“你喜欢咯… 打飞机,帮你吹...还是全套...”

“就全套吧...”

She smiled knowingly "等我一下..."

She covered me with a towel, before leaving the room and returning very quickly with a piece of tissue in hand. She then undressed before me and tied up her hair into a bun. I took in the sight before me. Boy, she is flawless! I couldn't help focusing on her full growth of pubic hair, which contrasted with the snow-white skin around it. My bro was once again throbbing, yearning for what is to come.

[Michael12Rock]

Standing fully naked before me, she pulled my towel away. With one hand still stroking my bro, she offered her breasts to my mouth, which I gladly accepted. She was probably a B-cupper and her nipples were small, with a faint shade of brown areola. I eagerly cupped and massaged her breast while sucking on the other. She let out soft moans as I sucked and pinched her nipples.

She surprised me again when she held up my dick and put it into her mouth, sucking hard on it. Through the mirror, I watched my bro disappear into her mouth inch by inch. For that moment, I was in heaven. My bro had craved for the warmth of a woman and her mouth had fulfilled it. I nudged her butt closer to me. I opened it up to expose the raw pinkish flesh hidden in the folds. She was already a bit moist and the scent of her womanhood drove me crazy.

"摸外面就好, 不要插进去,好吗?" she pleaded.

Though I would have loved to finger her, being a gentleman, I acceded to the lady’s request. I traced my fingertip along the folds of her pussy to her clit, feeling pleased that she seemed to be getting moist. I drew small circles around the little protrusion, and could feel it swelling in response. She let out a muffled moan with my dick stuffed in her mouth and spread her legs further for me.

She then moved between my legs and resumed sucking earnestly on my dick and rolling my balls in her palm. She sucked hard and flicked her tongue on my dickhead like a vibrator, so much so that my knees felt weak. Just then I realized that she had already slipped on a condom for me with her mouth. I never knew of such tricks before.

She then straddled me again. I bit my lips as she pointed my dick up at her pussy and my bro entered her slowly. This was the warmth that my bro craved so much! She closed her eyes and threw her head back as the full length of my bro impaled her. Either she was really enjoying herself as well, or she was darn good at faking it! But I couldn't care less honestly.

She rode me like a cowgirl and I enjoyed watching her breasts bounce. I placed my hands on her bums and gyrated my hips in sync with her rhythm, driving my dick into her as deep as I could. She closed her eyes and breathed heavily.

"要从后面吗?" She asked, then got on all fours. She looked back at me with her ass high up in the air.

[Bangster]

Good write up.

Can imagine it was me......

[Aka052]

Bro mind to pm me the location?
We can exchange

[Camel]

Nice one

[atvz]

Keep it up bro!
Great start!

[lickNpoke]

Distinction for descriptive bilingual literature.

[Michael12Rock]

Thanks Bros for the support and points.

Hope to get out of moderation soon, as the text limitation is quite a bummer.

Originally Posted by Aka052

Bro mind to pm me the location?
We can exchange

Hi Bro Aka052 and other bros who have PM me for the location. I can't give out the address of this joint, as it's just not possible anymore. We can always share notes on other HCs later on

This episode happened a few years back when I first started to "explore", so you can probably guess what happened to this place (I'm already letting the cat out of the bag) ... Read on ...

Next installment coming up ...

[Michael12Rock]

My primal instincts took over and I had lost all self-control. I plunged deeply into her and pumped her roughly until my floodgate opened. The orgasm felt like forever, and I was totally spent. I wondered if she came too. Then, she rolled off the cum-filled condom and wiped me clean with a towel and wet wipes.

She looked at the time. "还有点时间...帮你按头..."

I was really bowed over by her service. She quickly dressed and laid me down again, and went on to give me a relaxing scalp massage. Now I understand why massage and sex is a perfect combination. I was totally relaxed, literally from head to toe, and especially in the middle.

When the time was almost up, I went to wash up while she tidied the room. Then it dawned on me that I should pay her for the "extra" service. But I didn't know the market price, as I hadn't done much homework beforehand. I walked in to this joint on impulse!

"我该给你多少?"

"你觉得呢?" That's a trick question, I thought. She noticed my hesitation and decided not to make things difficult for me "至少一百吧..."

I had about 150 left in my wallet then and I took them all out. "都给你,不用找了...".

I knew I probably overpaid, but I was in a very good mood. She was obviously pleased "谢谢...下次再来噢...".

She was so sweet to even check my clothes to make sure that my shirt was tucked in properly and that I had zipped up.

"一定要再来找我..." She said sweetly as she walked me to the door, with her hand around my arm. I sensed a tone of longing in her voice, but I was probably being over-sensitive or fantasizing. I was sure I would return to look for her.

[Michael12Rock]

This was also when reality began to sink into my head. For the first time since I was married, I had sex with someone other than my wife. And it was commercial sex with a lady I hardly know. And I just told to myself that I'd do it again? What was I even thinking?!

That evening when I went home. I checked and double-checked to make sure that there wasn't any lingering fragrance on my clothes. For good measure, I took a light jog around my block so that I would perspire a bit, hoping that the sweat would mask any fragrance. It's silly I know, but the fear was real. I had been faithful throughout our 7 years of marriage, but I fell into temptation that day. I wouldn’t know how to face my wife from then on. At this point, I told myself that it was just a moment of weakness and I should never do this again.

About a month later, I found myself walking through the door of the same "spa" joint. Despite the fear and guilt, the gratification was too addictive and the craving was too difficult to contain. I looked forward to another session of good massage and good sex. Unfortunately, the sweet lady wasn't in that day and I was serviced by another. She wasn't as good, but I had my sexual relief nonetheless. The even more unfortunate thing was that the joint was closed down shortly after and there was no way that I could find the sweet lady again. I don't even remember her name!

I thought this was heaven's will that I should stop. But no, it turned out that I had already started on a journey of no return. It only spurred me to look for other outlets to satisfy my guilty pleasures. With each transgression, I sink deeper like an addiction, no longer able to pull myself out.

[Michael12Rock]

Before I go on, I should first clarify that it is not my intention to boast or blame when I make these postings. Call it a confession if you like. Perhaps I just needed to get some of these things off my chest.

I'm writing from memory as I go along. The events and conversations may not be exact, but they are as close to what I can remember as I could make it. Inevitably, some the details may be slightly modified or embellished in the process (you can be the judge).

Let's continue ...

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I have led a rather "conventional" life mostly. My family was not well off, but we had enough to get by. I went to relatively good schools, served my NS, graduated with a degree from a local university, landed a stable job etc. Also, to anyone who knows me, I have a "perfect" family - pretty wife and two adorable kids (a boy and a girl). Our family portrait is a picture of family bliss. I also look too "decent" and "proper" for anyone to believe that I would have an affair or to engage in extra-marital sex. But as they say, things aren't always what they seem, and never judge a book by its cover. I'm probably a textbook example.

Allow me to go back a bit further in my past in order to set the context ...

I had a wonderful girlfriend who eventually became my wife. I met Suzanne (or Sue, as she's usually called among her closer friends) when she was still a sweet, nubile JC girl from one of the top JCs. I was then serving the final months of my NS before ORD. We met at a chalet and BBQ session organized by a mutual friend and we caught each other's eyes the moment we met. I guess you could call it love at first sight. She was a slender girl with a good figure. She's those type that appear cold and distant at first, but once warmed up she can be really cute and adorable. When she volunteered to walk out to 7-11 to buy some things for the group, I quickly offered to give her a ride. She smiled and gladly took up my offer. What she didn’t expect was that I was riding a Honda CBR400 then, but Sue wasn’t the type of girl to back out. I put on a helmet for her and tightened the chin strap. She looked so cute when she blushed. She was apprehensive at first when she got on to the back seat, but I assured her and placed her hands on the fuel tank in front of me. Her posture was such that she had to lean close to me, her boobs brushing my back. The moment I moved off she held me tightly, pressing her body onto mine. She was thrilled. So was I, but for a different reason. Ha!!

I managed to get her number that night and she became a regular pillion rider on my bike. Our first date was a movie date, when I first held her hand in the darkness of the cinema. I also remember our first kiss at a secluded staircase landing of her flat. I was her first "proper" boyfriend so to speak (she had a couple of flings with some childish boys before she met me, nothing serious) and, being a little older and a bit more "experienced", I could "guide" her along.

[Michael12Rock]

I was introduced to her family soon after we went steady. Her mom was worried initially, as she was going to take her A-levels then. But, as I mentioned, I looked like a decent guy and I genuinely helped her with her school work on weekends before we went out for our dates. So over time, I gained her parents' trust and they became comfortable with me dating their daughter.

Her parents practically gave her full freedom after her A-levels and allowed her to stay out late, without imposing any curfew. Ironically, I was the one with a curfew as I often had to book-in to camp by 2359. But that was the period when things started to get more interesting.

One of our favourite make out places was a secluded playground near her place. The place was practically deserted at night and there were several nooks and corners where we could be concealed from prying eyes. She enjoyed cuddling and kissing me, but I had other ideas. I recall the first time we visited the place and her bra ended up in her bag. Her blouse soon came unbuttoned and I savoured her young "virgin" B-cup breasts for the first time. She experienced how her nipples could become erect from the stimulation and how it turned her on incredibly. Her panties were soaked through by the end of the night, but she was too shy to let my hands in between her legs.

She was introduced to my bro on our second visit to the place. She had never seen a real adult dick before, other than pictures from biology classes. While in the heat of french-kissing and heavy petting, I pulled down my zip and she helped me with the rest. She was at a lost when my bro sprung out to greet her and she held my throbbing bro gingerly in her hands. I guided her hand to stroke it and boy it definitely felt much better than using my own hands. I didn't ask her to take it in her mouth as I figure that I should take my time to "educate" her. I eventually came in her hand, which made quite a mess, but it was fun at the same time. She was so pleased with her new "achievement".