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#196
06-05-2014, 12:12 PM
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Re: A girl whom i dun dare to love
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Really miss those old times.... 
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#197
08-05-2014, 08:27 AM
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Re: A girl whom i dun dare to love
Just a sharing of a few songs here....
難以捉摸你的心 (張洪量) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qRVifmB5DNQ At times it is really difficult to understand the feelings of women.... Hope that u guys will like it...
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#198
08-05-2014, 08:35 AM
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Re: A girl whom i dun dare to love
That nite we spend some quiet moments before i send her home.... Weeks passed by and it have been a few months since she have worked in the pub part time as she was saving up the money for her degree course.. I avoided visiting her at the pub as i wanted her to give her more personal time and space while she is working... at times i would send her home... It was our nine months of our relationship when things was beginning to change for the worst...much faster than i expected......
Usually she will always text me once she is home.... but on few occasions... either she will nt text me at all and she will not be reachable on the mobile at all... Deep inside my heart... i sensed that things r going wrong at times but i decided to give her the benefit of doubt........
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#199
08-05-2014, 09:00 AM
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Re: A girl whom i dun dare to love
That nite we spend some quiet moments before i send her home.... Weeks passed by and it have been a few months since she have worked in the pub part time as she was saving up the money for her degree course.. I avoided visiting her at the pub as i wanted her to give her more personal time and space while she is working... at times i would send her home... It was our nine months of our relationship when things was beginning to change for the worst...much faster than i expected......
Usually she will always text me once she is home.... but on few occasions... either she will nt text me at all and she will not be reachable on the mobile at all... Deep inside my heart... i sensed that things r going wrong but i decided to give her the benefit of doubt........ Benefit of doubt: is there a easier way to deceive myself that things r going r going on fine instead of facing up to the music.... or it is a matter of trust in her... The ans to this question was soon revealed while i am taking care of her while she is sick that day..... That day.... is a raining day... and i took unpaid leave to accompany her to the doc as she was having a fever.... Me: Dear... hot be careful...eat slowly... (Carefully... i feed her the porridge) Eve: Dear.. i really have no appetite... sorry... Me: Guai... have to eat abit... before u can take med.... Eve: Me very mafen rite... u have to take leave to take care of me.. Me: Choy.... u r my gf... it is nt mafen at all... ( I told her gently....) There is a long pause after this statement as i was stroking her hair gently.... Meanwhile i noticed that there is a very werid expression in her eyes... Me: Dear.. r u okay... did i said something wrong?... Eve: Nope... sorry dear... ( Tears start to flow out from her eyes.......) Me: Gently... i draw her gently to my arms and begin to comfort her..... Cry ba..... u will feel better after crying..... I did nt dare to probe any further as i know that she will need some personal time and space at this point of time as her sobbing carries on........ Eve: Dear... can i ask u a question... Me: Sure... wat is it... Eve: Do u have any regrets loving me before?... Me: Nope.. y.... Eve: Even at times i can be very ren xin... nt replying to yr text... or even text u to bao ping an.....( Tell me that she is back hm after her working hours in the pub) Me: Do u know that i am very worried abt u at times...... Eve: Dear... sorry.... Again there is a pause after this statement...... Eve: Forget abt me... k.... i am nt worth yr love and attention.... I was shocked at this statement from her as i do not how to respond to this sudden statement from her...
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#203
09-05-2014, 09:23 AM
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Re: A girl whom i dun dare to love
Me: y did u say that... (it was moments before i can find my words again.....)
There as a loud sobbing from her..... Eve: Dear sorry....... i have been unfaithful to u before....... dun ask me abt the details........ that is all i can tell u.... This sudden confession from her really caught me off guarded... I cant believe my ears.... Was i angry when i heard that?.... Nope i dun think so.... But i was more shocked when i received the news.... moments of shock filled my heart... i am at a loss for words....... and i remain silent..... meanwhile she is crying in the room.....just behind the room door...... Me: Dun cry le.... guai..... Eve: i am too ashamed to face u le.... Me: Guai.. come out... (Gently... i grabbed her arms gently and draw her near to me.....) Eve: Will u forgive me..... Me: I will...... Eve: will u bring up this matter again if we quarrel in future... Me: Nope.. i promise u that i will nt ever mention abt this matter again... With that statement... she started to cry in my arms... Sensing that she was in deep guilt.... i told myself that i will forgive her and i will even do more to make her feel loved by me again....... Not knowing that this decision which i have make will eventually lead me to more heartache.......
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#205
19-05-2014, 12:46 PM
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Re: A girl whom i dun dare to love
Sorry bros... Have been very busy with work lately... Will do an update within a few days... Gd day to u all....
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#206
20-05-2014, 10:01 AM
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Re: A girl whom i dun dare to love
Days after her confession was back to normal... as promised... nothing was mentioned more abt the betrayal.... Neither was her freedom being restricted....
If i love her.. i have to trust her completely and move on with life.... That is what i firmly told myself.... Neither did i tell Paul what is going on..... As i am determined to protect her name..... I continued to shower her with more love and attention as i do not want her to feel unworthy to be loved anymore..... Indeed this decision involved alot of courage but once i decided on something... i would nt turn back easily...... She too noticed the effort in my decision and make more effort in this relationship.... but in some moments... i can see the guilt in her eyes.... There is once when we went out for dinner.... when she suddenly popped me this question...... Eve: Dear.... can i ask u a question.... Me: Sure u can go ahead..... Eve: u need nt answer it if u dun feel comfortable.... Me: I will do my best to ans it..... Eve: Have u ever have any regrets in loving me..... Me: Nope... never..... Eve: Even after all these have happened..... (There is a short pause after this question... i soon regained myself..... ) Me: Whatever happened in the past have already happened... we should look ahead and move on... Eve: Thanks dear...... ( There is a slight choke in her voice...... Gently i hold her hand to affirm my feelings for her.....)
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#207
20-05-2014, 10:32 AM
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Re: A girl whom i dun dare to love
Can love change a person?... My ans was soon revealed.... despite of the effort we have put in.... certain things is still beyond our control....... There r days when she will just off her mobile and remain unreachable for a while till she will suddenly contact me again... This goes on for a few months till i decided to have a good talk with her.... Deep inside my heart... i am prepared to end this relationship as it is getting nowhere.......
I then called her mobile and she finally answer my call after a number of rings.... Me: Free to meet up for dinner... Need to tok to u.... Eve: Ok then..... Time and venue was soon arranged and i prepared my heart to meet her...
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#210
20-05-2014, 04:42 PM
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Re: A girl whom i dun dare to love
Tq bro for the 2 chapter. Going oversea again for 1 week. Hope to see more when Im back. Goodday Everyday
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